I Am Kiki: And Her Faraway Bestfriend

 

Kakatapos ko lang makipag iyakan sa bestfriend kong nasa Abu Dhabi. I think ito na yung pinaka malungkot na moment namin since lumipat sya sa ibang bansa. Hirap na hirap kasi sya dahil sobrang monster ng boss nya. Okay lang yung evil na boss, okay lang yung masungit na tita, pero yung distansya… iba yun.

 

Feeling ko yun talaga yung iniiyak namin dito. Kasi kahit noon naman kahit anong problema, kahit gaano kabigat kaya naman namin eh. Kaya namin basta nandito kami para sa isa’t isa.

 

Kapag ginago nanaman sya ng current boyfriend nya, ang gagawin lang namin; manunuod ng sine, pupunta ng Pampangga, magpapakalunod sa live music at beer, tapos okay na.  Nung one time nga na may boy problem din ako, ang ginawa lang namin nag punta sa SM Marilao tapos nagpakalunod sa kape eh. Basta ang point, safe kami from ourselves basta nandyan yung isa to chase them away.

 

Ngayon kasi hanggang tweets, DMs, PMs, at skype chat na lang kami. Paano na yung mga nonsense naming tinginan tsaka tawa. Wala naman sa chat nun eh. Pano na yung pagka tanga namin kapag nag rroad trip kami, na-sesend ba yun sa Instagram? E dun pa naman kami gumagaling, kapag sobrang tanga nung isa, natatabunan na yung katangahan nung isa.

 

River flows in me na ko kanina kakaiyak kasi wala ako magawa para mapasaya yung baby girl ko. Dati kasi magsabi lang yan na umiiyak sya, mag aabsent na ko sa work ko tapos dederetso na kong Balagtas. E paano ngayon? Di ko naman kaya pumuntang Abu Dhabi like now na eh. 


I Am Kiki: Fresh Eyes by Andy Grammer

Woah


Ewan ko lang.


Ganon lang ba talaga yun? 


Mas na-gglorify yung ilang bagay dahil di mo sila nakuha?


Parang yung lalaki na minahal mo kaso hindi naging kayo.


May lyrics sa kanta na, “so suddenly I am in love with a stranger”.


Hala.


Ganon yung kanta tapos bigla mong maaalala yung surge ng feelings n’ong first time mong na-realize na shit “Im in love”. 


Shet!

I Am Kiki: Cancer Took the Bravest Woman I Know

I love you, Tita Ma. I still miss you everyday. I’m sad that my future sons and daughters won’t be able to meet you, but I am glad that you had been a part of my life. I learned so much from you and I will never forget anything you taught. I love you more than I did before. You will always be my idol. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.

I Am Kiki: My First Papansin Post!

This is my version of “I am Jenna” ha ha ha 

I’m not really sure why, but just now I decided I am going to try to start a daily blog diary. Feeling ko kaya ko to naisipan dahil nanood nanaman ako ng Awkward araw-araw. No’ng unang beses ko pinanood yung series na’to, very affected ako. Hanggang ngayon affected pa rin ako. Nainggit siguro ako sa kaka blog dun ni Jenna kaya feeling ko gusto ko din mag blog everyday, ng stuff na walang sense. haha

Naisip ko rin kasi, ngayon ngayon lang, ang daldal ko palagi sa mga nakakasabay ko pauwi, namely si Chona at Martin. Minsan sa loob-loob ko naiisip ko, naiirita na kaya sila sa kadaldalan ko? So para mabawasan naman yung mga kwento ko sakanila, dito ko nalang ikkwento sa mga pahina ng WordPress. 

First of all, gusto ko muna ikwento yung lahat ng kamalasan na meron ako kahapon. Nagsuka ko, na hindi ko alam yung reason, and nabangga yung kotse ni Kevin! Nakakaloka lang kasi yung pagsusuka ko di ko maintindihan. Ang kinain ko lang naman kahapon ay isaw at french fries. WTF. So ano? Allergic ako sa isaw tapos ang bagong allergic reaction ko ngayon ay pagsusuka? What the mother freakin allergic reaction is that. 

Secondly, nabangga yung kotse ni Kevin habang naka stop sila sa gilid ng kalsada sa Katipunan. Nag papalit sya ng flat tire nung bumangga yung sosyal na kotse sa likuran nya. And get this, LASING YUNG DRIVER NA NAKABANGGA SAKANILA. I hate reckless drivers, parang tanga, edi pano kung napatay nya si Kevin? Sino nalang mag tatapik tapik sakin kapag gusto ko mag nap sa car? huhuhu 

Weekly Photo Challenge: Transmogrify

Transmogrify means to transform, especially in a surprising or magical manner. Because I am not a witch from Hogwarts, I can only show you a picture that I transformed using photography magic. He he he I have been super excited about this photo challenge project because I have so many printed photos that I have never shared publicly. This photo that I posted for “transmogrify” week was taken using a Pentax K1000 SE 35mm film camera with 50mm F/2 SMC lens. It sounds like a high-powered gun but really it’s just an old camera I used to play with back in college. The photo looks redish because I used an expired film that’s probably bought by my mother during the 90s. haha

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This is a place we call the graffiti world. It’s just an empty lot in the heart of Intramuros where wild kids like myself hang out. When I skate here, I also snap some photos for my photography class. The walls around the graffiti world were my favorite subject; aside from the talented skaters of course. Every week, the drawings in the walls change. There are no rules, anyone can put out their art. That is the reason why I’m always excited to go here. I get to practice my board tricks and I get to see different street art from mega talented graffiti artists. They give so much life and culture in this abandoned lot, and I think nothing else is as magical and surprising than that.

Weekly Photo Challenge: Local

This week’s photo challenge theme is “local”. I can post a picture of my home or our place in the province but I wanted to share a community that I am as equally proud of. This is a photo I took at the Rakrakan Festival last year. I love this music festival so much because it brings so many musicians and music fans together. Our local music scene is always finding new ways to amaze me. For the past three years, I have seen big and beautiful changes. Music festivals have been becoming more popular and more genres have been receiving overwhelming attention from people especially from the younger crowd. The Rakrakan Festival 2017 is happening this Saturday and it is bigger than ever. I am about to throw myself in the middle of a great local music event again and I am going to do it right.